A human being that always dreamed of a different reality than the one we live in, forever searching for the magic in life. „There is no such thing as magic“, is what the world screamed back to me. And so I accepted my destiny as a 'normal' human being, growing up in a small, conservative town, that never sees the sun. And it did not take long after that reality hit, that I fell into deep depression. One that lead me to cut off all of my emotions and sensitivity for most of my life. My youth was filled with darkness, and the feeling like my inner void is only getting bigger and bigger with each month that went by.

Still, until this day, I can't tell you what got me going. On my darkest day, the day where I wanted to end my life, a spark lit up in me. A soft whisper, coming out of nowhere, told me to keep on going. And since that day, I have been led by that
inner light.

And just like this inner spark, Astrology entered my life seemingly out of nowhere and never since left me. 

 

From the first moment, I felt completely intrigued by it. How could some map of some planets tell me so many valuable things about who I am? Things that I, myself, could have never been able to put in such fitting, beautiful words? Words that brought a deep understanding about the differences and complexity of my character, that led me to hold compassion for the complexity of my being.

The more I learned about Astrology, the more I discovered there is to learn,
the deeper I fell in love.

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Discovering Astrology to me felt like swimming in the ocean through a reef full of corals and fish: There is so much to see, so much to discover, and you can't help but feel amazed by the variety of what there is in front of you.
You swim around and get lost in this unknown land, thinking you have found a new jewel. And then? Then the cliff suddenly comes to an end, and mesmerized you stare into the depth of the deep sea, realizing that you will never be able to explore this whole body of water - or in my case - body of knowledge.

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